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Sexy timeeeee.
Tea's not going to not ever fucking
ugh
derp
Okay guys here you go have me screaming like a bitch. <3
Volume warning. :3
Hey, all you sexy beasts.
I have finally changed my username, myes.
A lot of people liked OlivesOranges for some reason. I personally did too; I want to slowly get away from the "Shika" name for uh... personal reasons. :'D
But yeah! Thanks so much for helping me figure out this new username, my loves. <3
You guys are awesome. I feel a lot more confident about the change. ;u;
Sooo on that regard, my art muse has been wavering again for some reason. ;A;
I don't know why it's been acting up lately! I think it has something to do with me comparing myself to others and being jelly because ABC got XYZ and I didn't, which is STUPID of me and I need to stop that but... uuuugh I don't know guys. T-T
But I wanted to know when you guys would be willing to hang out at a stream or something. I'm going to run a test stream today to see if my computer's capable of running live stream now that I've installed the additional memory. <3
OOOOO HERE'S SOMETHING FOR YOU TwF FANS. Moreso you Corrupt fans. I dreamed I was freakin' possessed by Nagi.
I was like... fuckin.. oh god! Just. Uhg 8(
Groping people and shit and walking around all slow and slouched and freaking people the fuck out and just /fucking ayyyyy/ 8(
Not a party OTL
The good news is I may or may not have gotten inspiration for people's weapons/Net Suits in that System Error story, though I might make it canon? For some reason some Megaman X+TwistedFates crossover happened in my head for like... a minute or so. I forgot what happen. 8(
OKAY I am hungry as fuck. Time to get back to the wiki and run this test and attempt to art and shit like that. Love you guys!
Did you guys hear about the whole change username dealy that just got released on dA?
I want to investigate. I'd love to change my name because... let's be honest. I hate this username, but I love this account. Even though there are shitty memories associated with it.
Annnnd for adult fans.
WHAT THE HELL SHOULD I DO WITH THE UNCENSORED SHIT I WRITE.
Let's be honest, I have a lot of minors that watch me and they don't need my really awesome smut with a legit storyline in their lives.
Might just post to ~oliveorange??? *scratches chin*
Moving on, I'm in the process of getting better. I cannot thank all of you who've left your wishes on the last journal enough for taking the time to do what you did. It feels really good to know that there are genuine kind hearted people who care. 
Know that I'll be here for you lovely people too and am willing to lend an ear. Ask anyone I've talked to; apparently I'm a really nice person. 
I'll be posting some Rubanian related stuff up (maybe) here soon. Miiight change username. Still debating on that. What should I go for?
(for those of you who don't know, I've never officially released a design for Rubanians ever so this may or may not be a big thing. Iunno.)
I'll shut up now. Might nuke inbox? I don't know, I'd feel bad. You guys have taken your time to leave all that kind feedback and I do read them, I just... I never know what to say sometimes.. OTL
As usual, I love you guys, and so sorry art's been slow. My studio is still out of commission.
Hug hug
(no kiss kiss, I have allergy cold OTL)
[it's a cry rant journal delete if those make you blank face]
Okay, so the computer's all fixed. I don't seem to have lost anything important. I've even been able to install more memory, so now it's running a lot more than just 4 gigs of memory.
But uh.. something else has come up.
Something on top of allergies and aches and pains. I just can't win, guys.
I just... I don't know.
Too many things going on right now.
I hate pretending everything's okay.
But... who can I lean on?
Who can I rely on and trust?
I'm sick of hurting like this.
In other news, I was able to make mom's mother's day a completely special one. So all is not lost?
Oh godDAMMIT
I have to evacuate my entire studio.
All that tile is coming down bros
hardfuckingcore
o-o
I'll be stuck with traditionals and laptop longer than I thought OTL
unless I find tablet pen.
Even then, there's no guarantee <:'D
omggggg just... holy shit.
Mom's gonna make the room nice for me apparently ;3;
In other news, I may or may not be getting a bunny. :'D
I'm not sure. But rest assure I'll try my best to name it Terry. <3
bluhh this is going to be awkw
fuck
rfs pages are on that computer
I MUST PLUG IT IN AT LEAST FRIDAY
(one) Peoples wanted me to do this, so I figured I'd give it a whirl.
I'm not using livestream because it keeps crashing and I think it has something to do with my computer's memory?
So yeah, back to join.me OTL
But if you still want to hear my sexy (ahhahah no) voice, click the phone on the left most side, click "join by internet", and we can talk. If you don't want to talk to me, turn off your mic. :3
SO YEAH NO ONE COMES TO MY STREAMS BUT IT'S OKAY
for those of you who want to, here you go. <3
I'lll be... doing whatever. OTL
Don't know how long I'll be on :C
I'm actually not feeling too well right now.. ;;
Okay guys
I'm an official member of Curves now. I'm locked into this contract, which isn't that bad.
It'd still be better with a work out partner, but uh... Tea and mom are refusing to go with me. *shrugs*
You might have noticed that art's getting... rarer? Things are going on.
Just... /things/.
Hard to summarize. Some are internal, some are external. I'm hoping to get it all sorted out with my therapist, but for now, just... RRGH
This month's already off to a pretty meh start.
There's a light at the end of the tunnel?
Firstly, I'd like to thank all of you guys for the birthday wishes. It was really nice of you guys to leave your regards on my page, and it made me feel so special. ;o;
So with that, I leave you guys with a bunch of stuff. ;u;
Sorry about the audio quality in the video. Sometimes it buzzes. T-T
And and and this lovely thing! It (rather quickly) shows the awesome stuff that ~FallenAngelKokoro and *xSatashi made me! I'll be trying to do puppet shows for you guys soon. <3
I woke up to an awesome gift from brit. Pictures with MOM AND OLDER BRO BONUS <3
ART GIIIFTS
MOAR STUFF
>Cup of Sugar Site!
>EMMA'S MAKING ME SOMETHING ;u;
>MOAR ART SUPPLIES ;3;
>Generous donations from ~wingedalchemist2961 and =surefit100
>Saturday before last, I got to meet a great handful of my friends again. IT FELT AMAZING. <3
>Mom brought home a driver's manual. I'm going to fail. :'D
>=greydamage and I founded a new OC group called #OCSociety! Join requests are opennn ;u;
That's all for now, guys. I'm going to go suck at coloring and what have you some more. Have an awesome week and thank you again. You guys are magical. ;3;
(if you guys made me something and I forgot, please don't be scared to remind me! <:3c <3)
oh my god we got janked in the jank, but it's a first world problem so I won't bitch about it. We still had a good time and got to crack so many inside jokes. And we had a quirky waitress with an English accent at the buffet, so it was awesome. Then friendly's and the waitress was adorable. So that was awesome too. I may have had my mood swings, but really, I had an amazing time.
We were supposed to return tomorrow as you can see, but uh... I'm here. :'D ;;;
Not doing too well, but I'll recover. :'D *cries alone*
Love you guyyys.
How are you doing?<3
I'm scared for Saturday because
/because Tea probably hits like a 30 year old man/
Rose for Shurinai update. ;3;
Yes it's a TwistedFaets update but you get to see me make stupid faces. :'D
My goal today....
...is to finish two pages.
RRRGH. *plays dragonforce*
More legit update later?
(OH YES SATURDAY WAS AWESOME AS SHIT.)
At the top of a sheet of paper, write the following:
Anything can happen.
Anything is possible.
Still, I can do just about anything.
Then, list your life goals, so long as they're reasonable (not ride a robot cheetah bike while head banging to dragonforce). Make it into a checklist. As you complete them, check them off.
Don't condemn yourself if they don't get done now.
It'll happen in due time.
Trust me.
(link me to it if you decide to make it a journal. Don't forget to save it, okay?)
Doing someone a favour, apparently.Deeeear Diary,
Anything can happen.
Anything is possible.
Still, I can do just about anything.
My goals in life are:
To be able to walk up to someone when I'm seventy and yell "I'm a seventy-year-old virgin, bitch!"
To be able to draw a half-decent picture and not scream at the wall for half an hour about how shitty it is.
To write at least three books, since I have a series in mind.
My message in a bottle.Anything can happen.
Anything is possible.
Still, I can do just about anything.
:bulletblue: I can move out.
:bulletblue: I can buy a house.
:bulletblue: I can graduate at the university level.
:bulletblue: I can meet Olive.
:bulletblue: I can move in with the love of my life.
:bulletblue: I can pay off my bills to the bank and to my mother.
:bulletblue: I can make a comic and post it online.
:bulletblue: I can have a career that isn't in ground level service.
:bulletblue: I can make a video game.
I think can.
I know I can.
Now let's get there together,
You and I.
:heart:
Anything can happen:iconshika192: wanted us to do this c:
Anything can happen.
Anything is possible.
Still, I can do just about anything.
:bulletgreen: I'll get my GED. (sooo close!)
:bulletgreen: I will get a job that I can enjoy sometimes. (people suck, I can't have everything)
:bulletgreen: I will go to college for a fine arts degree. (yay learning)
:bulletgreen: I will get a place of my own that has a roof and hopefully a bed too. (and maybe a fridge and food and tv and wi-fi and shit)
:bulletgreen: I'll finally get to see my bestfriend Christian more often than once or twice in a millennium. (I MISSSS YOOOOOU)
:bulletgreen: I'll go to an anime con
My Message in a Bottle.Anything can happen.
Anything is possible.
Still, I can do just about anything.
:bulletgreen: I will meet the love of my life, Brittany Hayes in person.
:bulletgreen: I will start an internet cafe with her.
:bulletgreen: I will become a well renowned internet personality.
:bulletgreen: I will do my immediate family proud.
:bulletgreen: I will graduate college with a degree in the Arts.
:bulletgreen: I will be known amongst a wide audience for my art and story.
:bulletgreen: I will meet my lovely fans and friends in person and make them a special treat.
:bulletgreen: I will go to a con with my supporters, and we will /rock it/.
:bul
MmmMmMmmoOOoOooving on as that is a /TOUCHY/ topic for me.
*Skis Got me this awesome hair clip.
Then an idea hit me.
I could get a white one like that, right...?
right...?
/AND PUT FEATHERS ON IT./
I could put feathers on the red one for me and make a white one for Tea and a red one for mom, brit, Enya, and Liz.
well I guess we all should get white ones.
Iunno it'd be expensive as fuck
You'll see in RfS (eventually) why I'm so hype about this.
Actually if you see the art bonus in the TwistedFates group, you're already kinda clued in. <3
I guess you guys saw that poll I posted not too long ago?
Eh?
Eh? *nudge nudge*
I'm so fucking excited for May to get here that it's redonk.
But I have a busy week ahead of me.
Tuesday: Curves
Wednesday: Therapy
Saturday: Reunion with friends, as I've been shut in for months and cut off from them
all jumbled in with working on Rose for Shurinai. I'm going to try to sketch like... 3 pages a day. While I'm sure I'll fail this miserably, I'm hoping to have Chapter 3 COMPLETELY DONE BEFORE THE END OF MAY. T-T
Then I can relax for a bit.
There ain't no rest for the OCD. :c
I really hope that the result is worth all this trouble. ;A:
Moving on, I was going to post a derp "omgfirstworldproblem" journal to tease someone and troll them with it, but I decided against it because I'm a nice person. I'll leave that to Asian Luke Hirigani. :3
So how was your weekend, guys? I hope it's treated you well.
(Thanks to those of you who have voted, it means a lot to me!!)
Toodles, love youuuu~! <33
OKAY PODCAST TIME GUYS. <:3
I hope you enjoy it. <3
While I didn't do the full workout, I did get to test all of the equipment. I must say it was pretty fucking /AWESOME/
Jess, the trainer, was awesome, and we were laughing because I spent most of the time going "GOOD GOD"
and we were joking and just
oh my god I feel like we are friends already
(and she reminds me of Brit v////v)
But dude. I want to go back again and again and again and again and again
I just hope I'm able to stay motivated. I want to shred these inches and become sexy(er?) as fuck for when I return to school (and see Brit for the first time ;////; )
STILL THINKING ABOUT SPRING CLEANING but I am wanting to relax but I want to art but I want to clean.
teh triforce of confusion. T_T
But dude I wanted to start clothespin paper chibis (to replace the toothpick puppets until I secure a bottle of super glue) and those animated chibis I did a while back.
As a small crafting hobby?
And to hopefully have another commish option to make pocket change.
Because uh
bluh
Oh and cooking dinner so...
MOM GET HOME SO THAT I CAN FINISH MAKING PENNE PASTA T-T
Oh YESH guys I resisted junk food today ;u; <3
RfS Voting for Points Game!-- We're back!The RfS voting game is back, only it has been moved to the profile of one of our Oracles, :devskis:, who has taken over operation of the giveaway. It's a lot bigger and better, so if you're up for an awesome, more streamlined giveaway, feel free to check it out! Click Gale to begin!
And passed right the fuck out like an hour after I succeeded.
Okay, so today, April 8th, was Terry's birthday.
AND I GOTS MOAR TERRY ARTS v uv <3
*Clover1, ~FallenAngelKokoro, *xSatashi, *Skis (I think), and *Emi-who-is-special have drawn things for him, which is sweet. ;3;
Here's what they did so far! I want to hold them. T-T <3
I'm going to update with the bullshit voiceacting thing! So if you guys are interested and want to see cute terry arts plus hear a terrible terry voice, it'll be over there. ;u; <33
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